Going to a therapist tomorrow to work out my issues.
glad i still have these antidepressants
i’ll need them
i feel like talking to her would make her feel guilty
even typing this out, i’m worried that she’ll see this and think that’s what i’m trying to do
i just have no where else to vent
i’m sorry
i don’t know what to do
i miss talking to her
this hurts so much



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